The enemy has been using the same tactic against me for a long time, to the point that I struggle to distinguish what is me and what is him. To be honest, it's all a mind game. I truly believe that who I truly am is the opposite of what my normal activities might be. It goes without saying that my mental mind must consider control over who and what God wants me to be. Honestly, I believe Satan wants me to believe that I am mentally unstable in order to have mental control over myself. I see this is so, Satan is really trying to take away one of the things that God knows we will work right or wrong after. Think of it as if our body were a model of a car and our brain coexists with our thoughts as the engine coexists with a car. Without an engine all you have is a well put together car chassis that is unusable without an engine. That's where I found myself at a crossroads: fully commit to God or surrender to my mental agony and watch life slap me in the face again and again. The reason I believe the struggle is with establishing my mindset is that there is something unique about the way I think and process things. Al...